State of Being :: 4.29.10

State of Being :: 4.29.10

Posted On: April 29, 2010
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Sometimes a person has to sit back and wonder why they do what they do. Why do people spend money on things that they know will suck? Why do people spend money on races where they KNOW exactly what they are going to get? I often ask myself that question. Why did I blow hundreds of dollars at the casino? Why did I get married when I know I wasn’t near ready yet? Yet I still did it. Why? Thats the thing, who the hell knows? Theres a lot of question marks in my life that I still haven’t figured out yet. Why was I a complete douchebag throughout my first years in the racing industry. Because I let what people tell me get in my head, and I believed that I was one of the best announcers there was. I was a mark for myself. An egotistical prick, who didn’t care who he had to walk over to get what he wanted. And where did I end up, still announcing in the same place, still spinning my wheels in obscurity. It all comes back to bad decision making. Lord knows it happens every weekend. A race fan will show up to his local track, give the front gate and the pit gate his or her money, and they will watch. They will either get the race of their lives, or they will see a complete abomination. They will see someone bust their ass and come from 24th to win, or they will see Thomas the Train Engine live. They will then proceed to go home, turn on their computer, and log into their favorite message board. Heres where the decision making comes in again. What do you say? Do you get on and completely rip on the promoter? Do you get on and rip on the track prep? Does that make you feel better? I can just see some of you standing up behind your computer screen doing the damn Hulk Hogan poses after you made some anonymous bashing comments about a track or promoter. “Hey look honey!! I just ripped him a new asshole on the internet!! Just wait until I see him in person, im going to pretend nothing ever happened and ill shake his hand and give him my money again!! But as long as he doesnt know who I am, its all good” At least show some balls and sign your name or take it up with the promoter personally. Thats why they post their phone numbers on their websites, simple deductive reasoning comes in handy sometime. A promoter is going to respect you a hell of a lot more if you take it up with them personally.

I know you read all of this and wonder “what the hell are you talking about?” It all comes back to bad decision making. What does getting online and ripping apart someone going to do? Its going to convince people NOT to come to the track and then your track is going to shut down. Then what do we do on the weekend? I sure as hell don’t want to sit at home and twiddle my thumbs. Although at the rate this sport is going, spending time with my two kids and my awesome, hot, sexy, Jordan doesn’t seem like a bad idea. Lets go to the races, enjoy ourselves, enjoy life, and for gods sakes buy a hot dog or two. Internet message boards are the worst worst worst thing to ever happen to racing. Hell the internet in particular is horrible for it. Long live the days where you sat in the stands and the only way you found out if your favorite driver was going to be there was to see him come out for hotlaps. Then you pointed and said “oh my god i cant believe hes here!!” Then you went back week after week just because you didnt know who would show up. My uncle Ira Bastin said it best “cant no one recreate my day, there wont be drivers like us anymore”

In non racing related news, Duke basketball still sucks, and if they didnt have three men in striped jerseys on their side, the NCAA trophy would be placed nicely in Hinkle Fieldhouse. And the UCONN womens basketball team arent women, they are men, men in wigs. Juwanna Mann was the starting forward.

It is 3:30AM and ive officially ran out of things to rant about. If you have any questions, concerns, gripes, bitches, or anything like that. Feel free to contact me anytime. transitionaddress@hotmail.com I will air your question, or anything like that. Its your show, the fans show. Without your support, none of us would be here today.

Thanks

King of Old School Style

C.N.

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